and here for the curious ones,

(A more in depth explanation)

Well, there was this point in my life, just after I had finished my (fashion design) studies, when, due to different circumstances, I was desperate to find ‘the reason of life’. I felt as if I couldn’t continue it otherwise. My deepest struggle was: Why I am alive and secondly: Why people have to suffer (and to clarify: I am not only referring to people which live in war situations but also to the people I am surrounded with, the ones, whom we might think are well and happy). 

So I began to learn about our bodies and brains in order to understand why we think the way we do and why we are the way we are. I researched into anatomy, biology, chemistry, clinical pharmacology, neuroscience, nutritional science, philosophy, physics, physiology, psychology, social and cultural anthropology and sociology. I also looked into alternative practises such as Ayurveda and traditional Chinese medicine. In fact, I was curious about all discoveries related to us humans, from the past until today (and I tell you, there is a lot to know about..).

Overall I would say that, discovering neuroscience was my biggest insights into live on this planet and into myself because after all other find outs it gave me the answers I was graving for.

Time passed and it might be that I became a little obsessed with wanting to understand us humans and our bodies, minds and souls. However, in the end, it was this knowledge what gave me the confidence and strength to continue when I was questioning life.

Then it turned Juli in the year of 2021 and a human, which I love very much, died next to me. This event deeply affected my world and looking back now, it was a point in my life to which I would love to go back with the understanding I have today, but I guess that often (maybe always?) is the case..

Today I know, that: ‘Life teaches us lessons before we feel ready for them’ and that: ‘We can not control everything, even if we want it super bad.’ I also understood that: ‘I can not prevent people from leaving this planet, nor make everyone feel good with their lives.’ You all choose that for yourself. But, I can write for you and, if you want, you can read it here.

My goal is to give easy access to my studies and everything I collected over the years. I have been writing since I was very little and sharing it now is important to me because I love you. (Some I love a little more than others, but I love you all.) I see you as my family and I want you to be happy.

Actually, I wish for nothing more.
All the best, 
Wanda

Foot note: 
Due to the country and time I was born into, I could and can study and research by myself. I understand that this is a immense benefit and I am extremely thankful for that.